Closure

I'm a person that likes people and I like to have fun. I've been told that I'm kind and sweet but I know I can be a dreadful tease at times. However, over the years, I've become more task oriented and impatient with people who can't seem to get things done, drag their feet or are indecisive. For the record, I believe I'm sanguine and choleric. If you're interested, there's a wikipedia page about personality types that elaborates on this subject of the sanguine, the melancholic, the choleric, the phlegmatic and the supine.


Recently, I've been troubled/stressed/angsty about something. And I got closure today. Not the way I hoped it would "close" but at least I know I can stop spending time and energy about it. It has got quite traumatic for me in the last three weeks, all that guesswork leading to insomnia. I'm grateful I can move on. It's been so hard to get anything done with all this distraction!

My god-son's father, James told me that it could have ended better, perhaps even in a way that I had hoped, if I had been more patient or a better "sense" of timing. There was even a chinese proverb in the text-messaging/SMS dialogue that he sent me involving how only patient people get to eat the yummy beancurd!?!

No regrets though. I was true to myself, and I didn't hurt anyone. To me, that's how you should live your life. Be happy by being true to yourself, try not to hurt anyone, and hope that you fall in love. I learnt that a long time ago when I was still in PRIMARY school from here.

I'm glad that I have wonderful friends who care about me and a living God whose love for me will never change.

His grace is sufficient for me.

What do you think?